Clair announced this morning her first memory is with miss Sarah picking up max from preschool
And proceeded to break my heart
Then, when I told her I was sorry that I spend so much time working and could not be home with her when she was a baby, she places her elbows on the counter and hands on her face and says “yah, I think about that a lot”
All I could do was hug her and tell her I’m sorry.
If there is one thing, I wonder if I’ve done right in this world it is focus on my career instead of quitting work and staying home and raising the kids and homeschooling them as a full-time job. I know that I would’ve question making that choice as well because I would be giving up a lifestyle that we all enjoy. It is a no-win situation. But it is so sad to hear my child. Tell me that when I know in her heart, she just really wishes we had more time together.
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