A little train

Wednesday I was home alone, sick, not feeling well. I had taken the kids to Sarah's. I usually feel bad taking the kids to Sarah's if I'm not going in the office, but there was no way around it today the way I was feeling. Sometime mid-day I saw this train on the ground in the corner and it actually made me smile. Usually seeing toys on the ground makes me annoyed, or I try to not see them. But today, at this time, I took pleasure in the amount of joy this little train provides my son and the way it looks just lying there in the corner waiting for him to come home and play with it again. I'm happy to be able to have so many things for him that make him happy. I'm thrilled to have my Max, the son I've wanted longer then I can remember just about any memory. I'm not sure if it was being sick or what, but this little picture below turned me into mush on Wednesday.