It is so evident to me and to others that I am Clair's favorite. She relaxes when I hold her, especially when shes tired and wants to sleep, its as if she gives a relaxig exhale and then just totally snuggles in. She saves her best smiles for me. She even gives me laughs for just looking at her and making attempted funny sounds. It's awesome!!!!
I don't remember having this effect on Max. I think that may have been because I went back to work so soon and Hazel was with him all the time. As for Ellie, that was so long ago that I don't remember ( which is very sad to me). In any case, I wish I could preserve the way she looks at me, the way she relaxes when I take her into my arms for a snuggle or the way she lays still and relaxes when we snuggle in bed. All of these pleasures are so real and so fleeting as time passes so quickly. I pray I can cherish this forever. I love my little girl and I love being her person right now!
She's four months old!
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