Max is desperate for time, attention, and cuddles. He asks me to do one thing after another when I'm working.
Clair has literally tried to pull me away from the computer. Last night she told me that I had 1 minute - with her cute rolled up lips - to finish my work and come back to put her to sleep. A mommy fail, I didn't make it back for half an hour and she was asleep. I still feel guilty for letting her down.
This morning as I went to leave for work she started crying. She never does this. She was holding me and didn't want to let go. I had to bribe her with paint. I feel bad about this, really bad
This morning I told my boss that my two year old tried to come to work with me to tell him I had to stop working during her hours. He didn't seem pleased. I struggle on how to succeed here. I have to keep working and I want to be the best mom I can be and that my kids deserve!
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