My kids, my world

My life would feel empty without my kids. They are my hearts desire since I can remember. They are my sole. Then there is work, and life, and the need to have a clean house, and other responsibilities. These things feel like they take up most of my actual time and leave my kids wanting my time. I don't know how to resolve this daily struggle and self disappointment. I am a harsh judge of myself. 

Max has said more then once recently that he was going to "cancel mommies work and tell them I can't come." I adore the innocence in this statement. I am guilty of wanted too much stuff to make that happen for the kids. 

My prayer is that my kids look back on their childhood knowing I tried my best and made hard choices thoughtfully. I hope we have given them decent role models as a basis for their life. And most of all I hope they always live knowing they are my heart. 

Here's a picture post Sunday school of the troop with their Holy Spirit fire crowns. May the Holy Spirit guide me daily. I actually helped out in Ellies class a bit Sunday. She was a perfect student. 

Love you kiddos!