17 days and counting

The final days of my final pregnancy are painful. And at the same time, I'm trying to relish them because I know this will be the last time. It's fun to feel the baby moving around in my tummy like she's a little alien. This one is sure the acrobatics of the three. My tummy is so big, people look at me and say wow you really gotten big recently .

Doctors think I look huge too. But one of them said, you've never had a small baby so I'm not expecting one this time around either.

Pregnancy is an amazing mystery. THe idea that I can grow a baby is pretty cool. And I will always wish I could have had at least one more, another little boy to make my family. But at 37, I can't face it again. So, having to continue working full-time, I don't think I could be a good mom to anymore anyway.

So in 17 days, our family will meet the youngest child. And we will be a complete family. And I'm really looking forward to it. It's been a long journey, and it will be so quick too!