No more newborn sized diapers

Claire is finally growing, and this means we are moving out of newborn diapers. It's one of many Changes that will occur which signal the end of my mothering. I guess it's not really the end of mothering, it's the shift of mothering older children. I am so sad to know I will never have another newborn baby. So each one of these little changes sticks with me for a bit. It feels like a strange little milestone worth noting.

I am sitting here nursing Clair and I know there's many many years of mothering babies left in my life. These little special moments, feel hard to hold onto. I will surely miss them.