Back to work

On Monday I start back in the office after five months off with Claire and Max and Ellie. Nonetheless are looking forward to my return. Last night as I was putting Ellie to bed she crawled into my arms was all sad I said what's wrong, she responde with I don't want you to go back to work.

I have no idea how I'm going to make time for 50 hours a week of work. I will feel I am neglecting the most important things in my life more than I already feellike. I am  so sad. This modern-day society of work work work work work just doesn't feel right with young children. I want my children. I just don't want the sacrifices I have to make. by sacrifices I mean either choosing to be away from them for most of the time or living in poverty. Having money to give them the very best seems to be winning out. I hope that's the right choice in the end.

On Friday I had all three children in the morning and we tried to hang out at the park and have a little fun. It was a beautiful fall day. This was a self-portrait of the four of us.